Saturday, March 13, 2010

Not as Ugly today

Thank you so much for all your prayers and support. I also went to Bible Study yesterday and the ladies prayed for me. I'm doing much better today, even had some joyful hopeful moments. I had the energy to clean my entire house, paint another chunk of my kitchen and play trains with my 2 year old. In a lot of ways I'm very blessed. Thankful that I actually sleep well at night. I really do know how much I am blessed by this, so many grieving baby lost mammas don't sleep well. The bad days make the good days seem so much better. Grief is expanding my joy.

4 comments:

  1. I've been up since 4am blog surfing. I've always been a horrible sleeper. It's just worse now.
    I'm glad you're starting to have some good, lighter moments. I found I'd have 1 or 2 a week, then 1 or 2 a day, and it did get better over the course if the year.
    Thinkng of you and you're sweet Gracie! xxoo

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  2. Good days are really so much better. I had a really hard time sleeping for a long time. It wasn't until I went back to work that I finally got back to normal. Thinking of you & Gracie! XO

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  3. Glad for you. You're in my thoughts. (hugs)

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  4. U are so amazing.
    i love your guts! (in case I hadn't told u already)

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