Today has been more emotional for me. Mom needed to go home and left this morning. And the discussion with the doctor we had yesterday hasn't left me. I have had to keep reminding my self that our days are numbered and no one knows when the last one is.

Enjoy every moment.

I had a fun time with Gavin at the park and grocery store this morning. I couldn't help but think how fun it would be for Gavin to have a baby sister. So I pray that God would heal every cell in her body. If not that God would help me to desire his will and see how he is redeeming this situation. I want to stay positive for Gavin and Gracie, I know it's better for both of them, so I have to pray that I can be.
Laiman is studying for his big test at work coming up Nov. 18. I know he is very worried that he won't pass this time. So we'll keep praying for that too.