We're having a very Merry Christmas. Gavin is really enjoying his new toys that Santa brought. Laiman is keeping me centered on the fact that Gracie is in a better place despite not understanding what God was thinking or what his plan was. Maybe our not knowing is part of what is making His plan work right. I may have to let knowing and understanding go and just rest in the fact that she's in a better place and looking back it will seem like a blink of the eye once we're in heaven with her.